Ecstasy.
A feeling of ecstasy. · For almost 8 hours I felt nothing but freedom. · Nothing but connection to the moment, to my surroundings, and to the people around me. · No anxiety. · No worry. · No fear. · No ego. · No inhibitions. · It’s not an overstatement to write that it was one of, if not the most, powerful experiences I’ve had in my life. · The whole night could have been a dream if it wasn’t for the impact I still feel, as I write this one week later. · To feel so light, so articulate, so egoless, and so in love with a moment has been liberating. To have your senses elevated and to experience light, music, taste, touch, a kiss while high was nothing but incredible. · To share that with another person made me feel safe. I’ve never felt such love and admiration for another person as I did at that time. It’s like I could experience the truth in both of us and, importantly, could accept and embrace it. · I know I shouldn’t chase that feeling but everyone deserves to have that experience at least once in their lifetime. · It’s like it’s unlocked something in me. I feel connected to life in a way I haven’t before.
Hackney · 25.04.22