Hackney · 22.09.23
Fluctuating.
I fluctuate between feeling forgiveness and feeling frustration. · I want to let you go. · I want to message. · I want to tell you that you’re on my mind. · I want to be strong for myself. · I want you to acknowledge how you’ve behaved. · I want to move on. · I want to protect the memories. · I want to communicate how hard this was on me. · I want to hold you one more time. · I want to think things will change. · I want to accept how good I feel on my own. · I want to travel together. · I want to live without all the drama. · I want to believe what we had was special. · I want to see things how they really were. · I want an apology.